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11 July 2018 17:28![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
unsatisfactory_personSlept. Ate. Went out, bought bread, managed to not break down in public. Didn't cry for almost an hour.
And then just wailed and screamed and wailed and couldn't talk, and tried to say words, but they only were happening at first, and then I couldn't speak again, and still afraid to try to talk, because maybe I won't be able to form words.
And the windows were open. I probably scared someone. So much for "not breaking down in public".
I'll try to talk again when I calm down a bit. I think I can whisper. I think. I'm afraid to try.
ETA: I can talk again.
And then just wailed and screamed and wailed and couldn't talk, and tried to say words, but they only were happening at first, and then I couldn't speak again, and still afraid to try to talk, because maybe I won't be able to form words.
And the windows were open. I probably scared someone. So much for "not breaking down in public".
I'll try to talk again when I calm down a bit. I think I can whisper. I think. I'm afraid to try.
ETA: I can talk again.
