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9 July 2018 19:00![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
unsatisfactory_personI almost want to delete yesterday's post, but it's true - I liked the last Stevenbomb, and current developements in my life don't change it.
"Current developements" being my mother's death.
I still notice that pretty people are pretty and that fluffy cats are fluffy. I still appreciate fanart. At some point I probably will want to eat. It's even possible I won't throw up.
I don't think I'll go to sllep tonight. I don't think I want to fall asleep. Because either I'll have nightmares, or worse - I'll have good dreams, and then will wake up and remember that she died.
"Current developements" being my mother's death.
I still notice that pretty people are pretty and that fluffy cats are fluffy. I still appreciate fanart. At some point I probably will want to eat. It's even possible I won't throw up.
I don't think I'll go to sllep tonight. I don't think I want to fall asleep. Because either I'll have nightmares, or worse - I'll have good dreams, and then will wake up and remember that she died.
